Yeah, I'm fluent. Learned it a few years back; it was the language used by an organization that I used to be a part of. Probably one of the hardest things I've ever had to do.
They're more of a myth in my world, but yeah, they're real.
I learned to accept the situation, and in turn, they accepted me. I learned their ways and it essentially made me into who I am today. Even if I'm trying to be better now.
I mean, I don't know anything about your world, but killing is generally pretty frowned upon where I'm from.
( alright, yeah, yeah, joke away, but she quickly texts again, serious now: )
But besides that, killing takes a toll on a person. Creates a darkness inside that's hard to stop because it just wants more and more and more and continuously tries to take. But then things happened to me and I decided that I didn't want to live with that darkness anymore, as hard as it would be. Part of the reason why I'm here, I guess.
My family was in danger so I had to abandon the League even though it was a death sentence in itself to do so. I had to make sure they were okay though and protect them. It kind of forced me to take a step back and look at the course my life had taken and decide to start over.
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( how could she not swipe right when she was one of chosen few to receive the same?! )
Arabic. Not to disappoint or anything, but it says the same thing. I was trying to mess around with the language settings on this phone when I got it.
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Yeah, I'm fluent. Learned it a few years back; it was the language used by an organization that I used to be a part of. Probably one of the hardest things I've ever had to do.
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( whoops — too serious? maybe too serious. )
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If they would kill you for failing that, they do not sound like a league most would join willingly.
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In my case, it was basically my only option at the time. I was a goner.
apologies for the lateness of this reply! ;;
no worries!! totally in the same boat
I learned to accept the situation, and in turn, they accepted me. I learned their ways and it essentially made me into who I am today. Even if I'm trying to be better now.
Re: no worries!! totally in the same boat
What do you mean by trying to be better?
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( alright, yeah, yeah, joke away, but she quickly texts again, serious now: )
But besides that, killing takes a toll on a person. Creates a darkness inside that's hard to stop because it just wants more and more and more and continuously tries to take. But then things happened to me and I decided that I didn't want to live with that darkness anymore, as hard as it would be. Part of the reason why I'm here, I guess.
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If you do not mind the personal inquiry, what things happened? Perhaps it is something that can be used effectively on other people.
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